why is life so unfair.

Well, I reflected over my life.

All I can say is, it is unfair.

Lets start. Hmm.

Well as some of you might know, I am in Canada now.
I've been here for about 3~4 months now.

well, I'm sad here.
1.) no friends (I mean those really close friends that you trust),
2.) have to restart high school all over again. (yes i know the school system is different, but it still adds 2 more years when i could be graduating march next year. And I hate studying. I mean we have the internet now, don't we? loljk.) oh I'm not dumb, just cant be motivated to do school stuff, I mean cant we just study about whatever we want whenever we want?
3.) left that special girl friend. Someone i had to sacrifice for the happiness of my family. Well, wrong move, cause I'm sad as fuck.
4.) speaking English. Well, English is my second language, which has been taught to us since kindergarten, so i have no problem really with the grammar and stuff (i think? lol) but, I dunno. typing English is easy, but speaking just feels really weird to me.


I feel like the world is torturing me. Back then, all i wanted was time to play all the stuff and shit. but when I was 12~13 years old, I realized that family, friends and someone special was more important than video games. So I just wished that I could spend all my time with them.
Well now, moving to Canada gave me all the time i want to play my games. With the pain of being so lonely and i have to make new friends and create my image ( I was quite a famous guy, back in our school). Yes I am with my Family and i should be happy we were blessed to be here in Canada, (we moved here cause money was difficult in the Philippines) but idk. I'm just so depressed.

Based from this, I could say that God truly answers prayers. but sometimes its late as hell.

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jan777
[quote name='shango46' post='3025786' date='Aug 5 2010, 06:40 AM']I have family there. I am in a small (really small) place called Andrew.

Red Deer is alright. Half way in between Calgary and Edmonton, so if you like hockey, you have choices. lol.[/quote]
Haven't tried hockey yet. :lol: maybe when school starts.

[quote name='IchigoSJ' post='3025794' date='Aug 5 2010, 06:45 AM']The snow was my favorite part which you'll see soon enough, when I moved here from south america oh and cheer up the girls love the sexy accents B-) .[/quote]

Well, coming from a tropical country where its either hot, or really hot, the snow was kinda a relief too(it snowed 1 week after we got here). But when it became too cold, it sucks.

sexy accents huh? :creep:
 
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Colombia is pretty tropical to but these summer tempertures of 96f without humidity is killing me I would love to go to cananda for the summer rather than be here and my friend who is a girl always says she likes my voice and says that I have an accent so yea sexy accent :creep: .
 
Vidboy10
[quote name='jan777' post='3025439' date='Aug 4 2010, 11:48 AM']Im in Alberta :creep:[/quote]
[quote name='jan777' post='3025778' date='Aug 4 2010, 02:35 PM']In Red Deer. :creep:[/quote]
I'm Sorry.
 
EpicJungle
[quote name='Theraima' post='3025458' date='Aug 4 2010, 04:00 PM']There is not such thing as "God"..[/quote]

Dude, just shut up. You offended many tempers.

_________


Don't worry, you'll meet a lot of friends. Just be really careful, as some people are morons.
 
Midna
[quote name='Crazzy1' post='3025935' date='Aug 5 2010, 02:18 AM'][quote name='Theraima' post='3025458' date='Aug 4 2010, 04:00 PM']There is not such thing as "God"..[/quote]

Dude, just shut up. You offended many tempers.
[/quote]
I don't know about offended, but he's being an idiot. Theists don't come here and post in every thread "God will save you!" Atheists however seem to think it's more acceptable to post that "God does not exist" in every thread where the word is mentioned.
 
Panzer Tacticer
Life is just life.

Hey there is even a funny video 'High school never ends' I know you can find it.

You're young, you aren't even yet aware of half of the things life can do to you.

Little aggravations the young just can't know about or appreciate the same way.

Like your boss being a dick.
Coworkers that will hate you if you are better than them.
Being single.
Being married and wishing you were single.
Having brats for kids.
Being unable to have kids.
Going bald, funny until it happens.
And the ladies have their own cosmetic disappointments.
Gaining too much weight.
Boards of education that are annoying (you will see school differently as a parent).
And this is just the stuff up to your 30s eh.

In your 40s you get new upgrades to life being a possible aggravation.

And the wonders of being 50 and thinking your life is more than half over.

And things stop working correctly even if you look technically healthy.
The doctor saying 'you're fine, this is normal at your age'.

Not that life is all bad.
Becoming a grand parent means getting to laugh at your kids as they have to begin to learn all you had to learn :)

I could really handle some of the average teen's unfairness right now :)
 
jalaneme
[quote name='NewFang' post='3025683' date='Aug 4 2010, 10:52 PM']Is this kid serious..? Heres some advice... lifes tough, get a helmet. Go outside and make some friends.[/quote]

excatly, if he had my life, he would want to put a gun to his face and shoot, life is harsh, that is just the way it is.
 
Canonbeat234
I have mixed emotions about this topic however, I'm not going to use them. You seem to be going through a hump, you will either trip or get over it! You shouldn't feel like your life is unfair, call it a NEXT chapter in your life.

You just have to unfold your pages and see what's going to happen. If you feel like you have lost something of value then a greater award awaits. Stop being so negative about this move in your life, it looks dry but you got to add something refreshing.
 
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[quote name='jalaneme' post='3026126' date='Aug 4 2010, 07:18 PM'][quote name='NewFang' post='3025683' date='Aug 4 2010, 10:52 PM']Is this kid serious..? Heres some advice... lifes tough, get a helmet. Go outside and make some friends.[/quote]

excatly, if he had my life, he would want to put a gun to his face and shoot, life is harsh, that is just the way it is.
[/quote]

Nobody said you have to post here. He's looking for advice, not a competition.
Anyway, I'm guessing once school starts you'll make friends.
 
Delta517
[quote name='Canonbeat234' post='3026150' date='Aug 5 2010, 04:31 AM']I have mixed emotions about this topic however, I'm not going to use them. You seem to be going through a hump, you will either trip or get over it! You shouldn't feel like your life is unfair, call it a NEXT chapter in your life.

You just have to unfold your pages and see what's going to happen. If you feel like you have lost something of value then a greater award awaits. Stop being so negative about this move in your life, it looks dry but you got to add something refreshing.[/quote]

Exactly.

I remember a guys signature here in the temp, that actually helped me when life was unfair for me. :P
It goes something like this: When life is unfair to you, don't say "Why me?", say "Try me!" :D
 
H
Hey man I live in Alberta too!! It's a pretty good place once you get settled in :) if you have any questions feel free to ask me.
 
shango46
[quote name='Hedgehogofchaos' post='3026324' date='Aug 4 2010, 10:44 PM']Hey man I live in Alberta too!! It's a pretty good place once you get settled in :) if you have any questions feel free to ask me.[/quote]

Another Albertan! Where in Alberta are you?
 
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I don't know why you guys are trashing Theraima, God and his role are clearly mentioned in the original post so it is relevant to the topic. Plus I said "spit in God's face" and you guys get mad at HIM ? Wake up people I said something more offensive than just "There is no such thing as God"
 

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