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This here is a little blog of my dreams I've been keeping track of not too many of them but these are the ones I kept wrote down. No clue what they mean maybe I'll add more.
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Dream: I could see huge mountains all around, they were far in the distance there is a road (not sure if it was two...
I’m 27 years old as of today and being vulnerable with women terrifies me. I can talk to them with no problem and be comfortable but, any time I take steps to express interest I freeze up from fear.
I’ve spent the past year working on myself. I’m going to the gym six days a week, I’m cleaning...
picked up this little guy today
I never had a hedgehog before so this is pretty cool for me. He's a few months old and all grown up his last owner couldn't take care of him anymore I decided to adopt him and give niles here a new home :)
...Holy shit,that was amazing! I mentioned finally getting context to iconic scenes from the movie I watched..this time it wasn't JUST scenes I got context to,but I got to see what inspired certain filmmakers and artists to do the work they're doing.more specifically,the legend of Zelda...
So I was been texting this girl for a week or so and it seemed like it was going great. She was really funny and we had a good back and forth going. Anyway, we had arranged to see a movie on Monday. Sunday night she messages asking if we can reschedule for Tuesday because she feels sick. I agree...
My mom recently walked in on me while watching a popular streamer, Ice Poseidon, and she saw him kiss another guy on his YouTube live stream. She assumed I was gay after having seen this and when I tried to explain the situation of a live stream to her, she just immediately shut me down. I don't...
Hey guys so I got a (first world) problem that is bothering me for quite some time now. The sheer amount of games one can play is just overwhelming. My backlog doesn't really get smaller and consists of tons of games that take decades to finish (e.g. Witcher 3, various JRPGS, Breath of the Wild...
So me and my girlfriend have been dating for 1 year and a half and I still haven't seen her parents not once in my life. I've met her grandparents (she lives with them) , they both enjoy my company as well as have respect for me. I've always wanted to meet her parents but ever since we started...
I'm already old. I turn 26 this year and I never earned my college degree. I started some but never finished. I saw where things were going and I decided to steer things in a more favorable direction by taking courses that I'd truly learn from (languages, politics, math) over those just for the...
So I've been out for awhile now just in on days off like today and tomorow and the day after (yey). I need advice with my current job working at a walmart grocery store or NHM as it's known and I think I have the worst boss anyone can possibly have who words cannot describe how bad he is but let...
Well I relapsed after 135 days and feel like a complete failure. I feel shame, depressed, can not connect with my gf, feel like isolating and I can feel the urge in my sick head to go back and look at more h anime
yesterday I was in the house alone all day so I binges on h sites on social media...
I have a pretty good sized PS3 collection it's like 60+ games all in their cases how much do you think I should sell the lot for? (in no particular order )
PS3 (2501b) 320gb OFW 4.80
Dead space 1-3
Soul calibur IV-V
Silent hill: homecoming
Dishonored GOTY
3 Dot game heros
Mass effect trilogy...
Currently working part-time at a retail clothing store and going to school. I'll be completely honest, I've never had a girlfriend before, never had a first kiss, heck never even went on a date before not with a real girl that was happy. However, I know I have a chance to change that.
Back in...
First half of the month I blasted through 7 platinums. some of those 30-50 hours long. well now this past week i keep trying to start something, then get eh with it and try starting something else. I've been through this process with many games this last week and i keep trying and trying but...
What is real? Oh no, this is not going to be another question blog but my thoughts might lead you towards some questions... and maybe some answers...? (but I will not provide them so it's up to you!) ;-)
So again, what is real? What is the reality? What does it contain and how do you/we...
Since I can remember from a young child I always loved the holidays. That time from mid November to early January is my favorite. It was always something that stirred great emotions in me and something I waited for every year. Yeah when I was younger it was about presents, but as I got older it...
Maven died last night.
It was such a short life, but I'm sure he loved every minute of it. Last time I saw him alive he was drinking water from a bowl as I came back from work. He looked thirsty. I later found him in a bucket of water. I think maven was still thirsty and tried to get a drink...
Some time during last night three kittens had disappeared, maven included. I had speculated as to what happened, but that is all it was, just speculation. I went up and down my neighborhood crying out "maven!" wherever I could looking high and low even getting a glance from a neighbor [probably...
Well, the last couple of days have been quite hectic as I have adopted two new kittens recently abandoned by their mother. I was taking a walk in my neighborhood mid afternoon and saw these two kittens being attacked by soldier ants. They had bitten their paws and my friend and I decided to pick...
