Ok, so I'm looking for advice here on what to do with this girl.
If you remember from some of my previous blogs, I have a new love interest.
(Ok, wouldn't call it love, but I do like her)
So we've hung out a few times, we both know we like each other, we text each other all the time.
There's something... odd with her though.
I dunno what it is, she's just emotionally unstable if I were to describe it without really knowing how to really describe it.
So we went on a date today.
(If you wanna call it that)
Went to Gameworks, which is the coolest place ever.
Had fun, beat HotD4 and Time Crisis 3 together.
She beat me at air hockey, I beat her at a few racing games, wutever, it was a good time.
Until this one point.
So we ate there.
I wanted to spend the evening with her, as it is new year's eve and all.
She insists on wanting to do nothing.
Wutever, I dunno, so we eat, and she just kinda stops talking to me.
I was gonna go back to the arcade and play some more with her, but she wanted to leave.
Or at least made it known she wanted to without saying anything.
So we left.
She didn't want to talk on the ride back home.
She didn't want to hold my hand.
She didn't want to give me a hug goodbye.
Nothing.
The fuck?
She said she didn't really wanna hang today cuz she thought she was ugly.
(Don't know)
She definitely wasn't.
But I dunno.
I have a suspicion that she's gonna hang with her friends.
Which is fine, but she told me she was doing nothing.
Why she doesn't wanna be with me I have a few hypotheses on:
1) She'd kiss me. She doesn't want to. Well she does, but deosn't. Don't know why, but this is an established fact.
2) She doesn't like me.
3) (The one I fear the most) She has other guys to fool around with.
4) This is a test to see if I'd stay with her even when she thinks she's ugly/being... crazy.
5) This is just how she is. Which I can deal with as long as there's no alternate reason.
With these fears in mind it's kinda dumb for me to be chasing her, eh?
Though I like her, and I hope I can learn to trust her completely and figure her out.
Besides, what else to I have to do with my relationship life?
Bad question.
I dunno.
I figure drunk Bammer will come up with a plan at some point later this evening.
I trust drunk Bammer.
Probably shouldn't.
But he seems to come up with good ideas at times.
I generally agree with his decisions/actions.
Well.
Happy New Year everybody!
Don't drink and drive!
If you remember from some of my previous blogs, I have a new love interest.
(Ok, wouldn't call it love, but I do like her)
So we've hung out a few times, we both know we like each other, we text each other all the time.
There's something... odd with her though.
I dunno what it is, she's just emotionally unstable if I were to describe it without really knowing how to really describe it.
So we went on a date today.
(If you wanna call it that)
Went to Gameworks, which is the coolest place ever.
Had fun, beat HotD4 and Time Crisis 3 together.
She beat me at air hockey, I beat her at a few racing games, wutever, it was a good time.
Until this one point.
So we ate there.
I wanted to spend the evening with her, as it is new year's eve and all.
She insists on wanting to do nothing.
Wutever, I dunno, so we eat, and she just kinda stops talking to me.
I was gonna go back to the arcade and play some more with her, but she wanted to leave.
Or at least made it known she wanted to without saying anything.
So we left.
She didn't want to talk on the ride back home.
She didn't want to hold my hand.
She didn't want to give me a hug goodbye.
Nothing.
The fuck?
She said she didn't really wanna hang today cuz she thought she was ugly.
(Don't know)
She definitely wasn't.
But I dunno.
I have a suspicion that she's gonna hang with her friends.
Which is fine, but she told me she was doing nothing.
Why she doesn't wanna be with me I have a few hypotheses on:
1) She'd kiss me. She doesn't want to. Well she does, but deosn't. Don't know why, but this is an established fact.
2) She doesn't like me.
3) (The one I fear the most) She has other guys to fool around with.
4) This is a test to see if I'd stay with her even when she thinks she's ugly/being... crazy.
5) This is just how she is. Which I can deal with as long as there's no alternate reason.
With these fears in mind it's kinda dumb for me to be chasing her, eh?
Though I like her, and I hope I can learn to trust her completely and figure her out.
Besides, what else to I have to do with my relationship life?
Bad question.
I dunno.
I figure drunk Bammer will come up with a plan at some point later this evening.
I trust drunk Bammer.
Probably shouldn't.
But he seems to come up with good ideas at times.
I generally agree with his decisions/actions.
Well.
Happy New Year everybody!
Don't drink and drive!
