I noticed I made a lot of depressing blogs lately and that's just depressing! So here's a not depressing blog!
Despite the tone of my previous blog, my depression actually gotten a lot better since officially coming out. My drinking problem has also gotten better. I still drink, but not like I used to. Before it was a problem, I used to get drunk every other night often black out drunk. Now I just drink the nights I get paid and never get drunk, just a little buzzed. I've also started managing my time better since I now work mornings, so I have time to actually game and work on my projects, which has helped me out so much. I am also training to be a manager, which I should be offically promoted soon to a permanent manager spot! I've also cleared up most of my debt, so I can start my HRT soon, which is going to be great! Once I start that, I will make sure I update the Temp with my progress report because I love you guys and I know you guys would love it too!
Life isn't completely bad for me, I just had a lot on my mind that I needed to share. Honestly, now that I've shared those dark thoughts and made them public, I actually feel so much better. It feels like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I seriously love the Temp community, I don't say that enough, but Gbatemp is my home.
Despite the tone of my previous blog, my depression actually gotten a lot better since officially coming out. My drinking problem has also gotten better. I still drink, but not like I used to. Before it was a problem, I used to get drunk every other night often black out drunk. Now I just drink the nights I get paid and never get drunk, just a little buzzed. I've also started managing my time better since I now work mornings, so I have time to actually game and work on my projects, which has helped me out so much. I am also training to be a manager, which I should be offically promoted soon to a permanent manager spot! I've also cleared up most of my debt, so I can start my HRT soon, which is going to be great! Once I start that, I will make sure I update the Temp with my progress report because I love you guys and I know you guys would love it too!
Life isn't completely bad for me, I just had a lot on my mind that I needed to share. Honestly, now that I've shared those dark thoughts and made them public, I actually feel so much better. It feels like a weight has been lifted from my shoulders. I seriously love the Temp community, I don't say that enough, but Gbatemp is my home.
