Like most of you, I assume, I have lived my life so far with no real goals - sure, there were the ones that were mandatory for class or what have you, but no actual driving force to complete a goal. I've never had any real ambition -- it's more my philosophy that those with motivation are the ones that cause problems in a human society -- and I'm still not rich in ambition. I do what's fun for the moment, and to hell with everything else (only doing what is necessary to live, of course, eat, sleep, work, etc.)
But, I think that I have set a goal that I might be able to reach one day.
Ever since I was little, I have always been fascinated by madness. I don't know what it is - the loss, the mystery, or the potential creepiness - but I've always loved the idea, and its portrayal in media.
Before I die, I want to go insane. I want to know what it's like, even if I'm doomed to not understand my own observation.
...That is all.
===EDIT===
Also, sorry I haven't been on the temp lately. I know you all miss me.
But, I think that I have set a goal that I might be able to reach one day.
Ever since I was little, I have always been fascinated by madness. I don't know what it is - the loss, the mystery, or the potential creepiness - but I've always loved the idea, and its portrayal in media.
Before I die, I want to go insane. I want to know what it's like, even if I'm doomed to not understand my own observation.
...That is all.
===EDIT===
Also, sorry I haven't been on the temp lately. I know you all miss me.
