So this is probably the 5th evening I am up this late.
I've been reading We - that Russian book.
It's quite good, and really poetic, so it may influence my writing.
Then again, maybe not, just saying.
Anyway, as the title says I am yet again unable to sleep, so I turn to you guys.
First evening of the sleepless night was due to alcohol and friends being over.
That was last Thursday.
Second evening was because of girls.
Friend and I went over to some girls' dorm after a partay.
I got nothing physical out of it, but who am I to complain?
Saturday was the same deal as Friday.
Monday however was quite a bit different.
As is today.
It's less physical and more mental.
Haven't felt like this in quite some time, and it's odd.
Where I believe I have to think about things constantly.
And by things I mean this girl that I had been hanging out with over the weekend.
It's no secret that I have a thing for her.
Met her Friday, so it's certainly no love or anything overly dramatic,
Yet I am definitely loosing sleep over her.
Just wondering what I should do, what I should say, when I should say what.
Perhaps most importantly what she thinks.
What she is thinking right now?
She's probably asleep by now anyway.
Her friends came to our room today (yesterday now).
I was a bit disappointed that she wasn't there, but I'll get over it.
Her friends asked me to run 3 miles with them today.
I said I'd think about it.
One of her friends suggested bringing her.
She said she'd be able to make me do it then winked.
Said she was kidding, then took it back.
Didn't deny it, I'd run 3 miles till I almost passed out if she was there I'm sure.
Still might, we'll see.
Damn, wrote more than I thought I would.
Probably sounds stupid with the way I'm typing.
Perhaps not.
I dunno.
Think I'm out of things to say for now.
I should probably stop thinking about things and just sleep, but its harder than that.
Well, thanks for reading if you actually felt compelled enough to make it this far.
So... yeah.
Peace!
I've been reading We - that Russian book.
It's quite good, and really poetic, so it may influence my writing.
Then again, maybe not, just saying.
Anyway, as the title says I am yet again unable to sleep, so I turn to you guys.
First evening of the sleepless night was due to alcohol and friends being over.
That was last Thursday.
Second evening was because of girls.
Friend and I went over to some girls' dorm after a partay.
I got nothing physical out of it, but who am I to complain?
Saturday was the same deal as Friday.
Monday however was quite a bit different.
As is today.
It's less physical and more mental.
Haven't felt like this in quite some time, and it's odd.
Where I believe I have to think about things constantly.
And by things I mean this girl that I had been hanging out with over the weekend.
It's no secret that I have a thing for her.
Met her Friday, so it's certainly no love or anything overly dramatic,
Yet I am definitely loosing sleep over her.
Just wondering what I should do, what I should say, when I should say what.
Perhaps most importantly what she thinks.
What she is thinking right now?
She's probably asleep by now anyway.
Her friends came to our room today (yesterday now).
I was a bit disappointed that she wasn't there, but I'll get over it.
Her friends asked me to run 3 miles with them today.
I said I'd think about it.
One of her friends suggested bringing her.
She said she'd be able to make me do it then winked.
Said she was kidding, then took it back.
Didn't deny it, I'd run 3 miles till I almost passed out if she was there I'm sure.
Still might, we'll see.
Damn, wrote more than I thought I would.
Probably sounds stupid with the way I'm typing.
Perhaps not.
I dunno.
Think I'm out of things to say for now.
I should probably stop thinking about things and just sleep, but its harder than that.
Well, thanks for reading if you actually felt compelled enough to make it this far.
So... yeah.
Peace!
