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it's been a while since I've made blog, but here's some news about my health
As you may already know, I have Parkinson due to my medecine
About a week ago, I met my neurologist
He saw me, I was shaking as fucking hell
it was impossible to me to control my shaking for more than two seconds
And when I was shaking, it was fucking intense
Now, my neurologist made changes in my meds,
apparently, some meds my psychiatrist gave me and my neurologist removed were removed too quickly
I now take them back in reduced doses, and hell, i feel sooo much better
Shaking are still here, but much much less intense,
Plus, I can control them for much much longer
I hope my condition will keep improving, but as my neurologist said,
that parkinsonism caused by the wrong medecine my psychiatrist gave me is non-reversible
it will always be there and cannot be cured...
Hell, life sucks, but less...
So yea, if you remember,
I got arrested by police when I was coming back from my psychiatrist
Well today, I got arrested on my way to dentist
In short, I saw that cop car coming in the other sense...
I didn't gave it much attention, but then, while looking back, it made a u-turn
ok... maybe it's me again...
I was just saying that in joke in my head
But it really was for me...
So, in short, they told me that there was a man with a long coat like mine who was stalking at the school
Yea, my dentist clinic is right before a school
(for children, not teen, idk the exact term in english for those school)
Apparently, that man was taking pictures of those childrens...
So I told them, I just arrived, just stepped down the bus one street away
That I had rendez-vous with my dentist in like 3 minutes
They took my IDs (I had them this time, yay^^)
checked up few things in my case or whatever...
I told them I was arrested few weeks ago for similar reasons and they laughed
They let me go and, 2 step after, I was at my dentist clinic^^
When I told it to my dentist, she told me "You should change of coat"
Well, actually, "I already did"
Yea... my mom has her immune system losing efficiancy lately, probably due to aging
Her inside-mouth has severe injuries because of that
Well, today, this morning, she went to drug store to get what they call a "Magic mouth-rinse"
They said it should be ready in about 5 hours, that they would call her when it's ready
But mommy is working at night at Canada Post, so she had to go sleep
so, she gave me her cellphone so I can get it for her, she hadn't enough for tomorrow
Several hours later, I went to groceries store with her cellphone, so I can get the call if it's ready when I'm there
But nope, no call...
So, on my way back, I went to the drug store... and... it wasn't ready yet
My mom really needs it, otherwise, she just can't eat, at all...
luckily, she has enough for tonight
but when she called at the drug store, they said it should be ready tomorrow...
They said they missed an ingredient and they had to ship it to the drug store to make the mouth rinse...
Hell, why not telling us before...
Mom got super stressed because she tough they forgot her, and honnestly, I think that's the case...
so yea, I went to my psychiatrist today,
and on my way back, police arrested me
they were looking for a young adult who escaped from hospital, not that much far away
he had a cap, just like me...
he had black pants, just like me...
he had a pony tail, just like me...
he had glasses, just like me...
BUT, he had a red coat...
Mine was half red half green
a Mario coat actually
And, thanks to Murphy law...
My ID was missing in my wallet...
IDK why, honnestly...
I never get it out of it except at hospital...
Maybe I forgot it at hospital when I went there last friday...
So... all I could show them was my credit card with my name...
They asked me a couple of questions
How old are you?
Where do you live?
Whats your name? of course
you know... such basics questions
and it was the first time I got arrested, so...
When they asked me how old I am, I said 21 instead of 25 at first xd
But yea, from what I understood, they contacted hospital
and the guy didn't have any green on his coat and no fox tail attached to his cap
So, they appologized for arresting me and continued their way
So... yea... Today, I got arrested
So yea, after 3 years of waiting, I finally got my meeting with a neurologist
He went in my case with my psychiatrist
he was like...
"Ok, psychiatrist used to give that for tics, but it doesn't really work"
You see, my psychiatrist gave me tons of pills
some for my tics, but they caused shaking (He called that Parkinsonism)
well, my psychiatrist again gave me more pills for those shaking
And today, the neurologist tells me that those pills for shaking don't works for shaking either
Actually, it was causing a decrease of an hormone in my brain, which cause shaking
And now, I learned that even if he removes those pills from my prescription
Shaking will keep on
So you see, I took those pills for about 3 years
On the advice of my psychiatrist
And now, I'll be stuck with Parkinsonism for the rest of my life...
Thank you my dear psychiatrist, for fucking my life up
...to Cheese Wizz...
So yea, yesterday, I made myself some toast with cheese wizz
And, just for fun, I made Zelda taste some cheese wizz I had on my finger
She liked it... maybe too much...
She licked my finger for a long while, even after there was no more on it...
But now, each time I make toast/bagel with cheese wizz, Zelda is coming near me and beg me...
Seriously... She won't stop begging until I give her some or if I finish my toast/bagel...
I think... I made Zelda a junky...
Aldoria likes this.
Well, it's not a trick like "Sit" or "play dead" like people do with dogs
in short, I just refilled Zelda's food bowl
She came to eat it and I said
"Du bon manger" (Translation : Some good food)
But you see, "bon" is the half of "bonbon" which means "candy"
she knows very well what bonbon means and when she hears it, she follows you everywhere until you give her candies
Well, when she comes to eat, I just say "Du bon manger" and she raises her heard, stare at me intensively, but I stop talking, so she's like, "oww... not now", so after few seconds, she goes back to her "ordinary food"
Then I say it again, "Du bon manger" and she repeats it, again and again, soo funny^^
I didn't think about getting it on video, but next time she comes to eat, I'll try to and if I succeed, I'll post it here
You see, I moved to this appartment about 7 years ago (including a year where i was out of the city, but mom kept the appartment)
Well, there's that old man who live in the appartment right next to mine
Whenever I go out to the drug store, 90% of time i go there, I cross him
Whenever I go to the groceries store (about a kilometer away) 60% of time, I cross him
Once, I went to another groceries store (about 3km away) I crossed him again
This man must be like 80's and he's very active apparently, even if he has a walking stick
My mom cross him often too, but she talks to him sometime
Apparently, he has back problem and he can't really stay long inactive without moving
I never intended to stalk him lol
But, almost everytime I go out to one of these place, i almost always cross him
You see, my sistra had hair super long
More than a meter long
Well, she went to hair cutter
Made a ponytail and... chop chop
Apparently, shell send her hair to an organism makes wig(not sure of translation) for those who had cancer
Now, im the one who has the longest hair in the grand family
Yes, girls included
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