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Yes, you heard right
In the past two month, it's the third time I almost get hit by a car
And for all three times, it was always for the same reason
I need to cross the road, I wait the green light
then I look before and behind me to see if a car wants to cross too
None? perfect, I cross
and then, I see a truck very close to me, who break very hard
Reason? he didn't turn his flasher on
please drivers, flasher aren't an option you can use
it's a requirement you MUST use
I dreamed that Reggie Fils-Aimé was dead...
I dont remember how
I dont remember why
I dont remember when
but he was dead
when I woke up, i was soooo relieved
So if you read my previous blog, you should be aware that I went to a humor spectacle yesterday
And I don't think many people on this forum know about my condition
I'm autistic, I've told it there and there in EOF, but I also have the Tourette Syndrome
First thing you must know about Tourette Syndrome is that people having this have tics
tics are uncontrollable movement, sounds, or speaking
It's fake that all Tourette swear constantly
Many do, but not all...
I, personally, have mostly uncontrollable movement
I often blink my eyes very hard
I do sounds with my throat
my arms stretch for no apparent reason, and very often too
so you see?
The reason why I talk about this is because yesterday, before the spectacle, two old men, sitting on a bench outside, were staing at me
Their eyes were focusing on me. Before, while and after we passed before them
I went to the spectacle with mom, and she revealed me something about those kind of look
Apparently, when we go shopping together (I'm very close to my mom^^) she sees plenty of people staring hard at me
She says that she often stares at them, in the eyes, to make them stop
Hey, people, when you see a disabled person, no matter what condition he has, please, dont stare at us
It's those kind of people who makes us ashamed to go outside
Luckily, I don't really care, I know that I attract lot of eyes, but I stopped caring a while ago...
But I know lot of disabled people don't want to go outside because of their disability
Ashamed of sharing it with others...
So please, think about it before focusing on someone
If he looks different, maybe he is, and that's why you shouldn't stare at him
And more about me, I wouldn't be ashamed at all if someone comes to me and ask "Why do you do all these mimic with your face?"
I'll happily explain
That would be one less person who would stare at a Tourette
Also, maybe that same person would have stared at another Tourette who would notice it and will not want to go outside for months.
I hope this thread will help people with my condition
It's too clear
looks like I was seeing in FHD and now, I see in 4k, maybe even 8k
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So yea, it was the birthday of my little cousin
The son of my cousin
My uncle, who happens to be my.godfather too, oh and, we share the same birth day
My cousin in law
And finaly, two twins i never really met
All in August
Heres a pic of my cake xd
Mine was the burger cake ^^
So yea, I just met a buyer for my laptop
i asked for 1300$, he started laughing.
he tells me he found the exact same laptop on kijiji for 1000$ and 1050$
I asked him to show me, they were there
he offered me 800$
I declined immediatly, it was ridiculous
now hes gone, so I tryed to find the 2 offer on kijiji, couldnt find them at all
Now I'm recontacting him, to get the link, he doesnt seem like he want to share
I think he made fake ads from a fraud site
Now hes saying hes going to meet the other buyer
that hes gonna send me pic of the computer he will see next
sounds like a fraud right?
I noticed in the last few days that I had difficulties with GBATemp
I'm now unable to read normal characters...
I have to zoom at 150% to be able to read... lol
The thing is, my insurances don't cover glasses
And they're like 400-500$
I hope i can pay a certain amount every months
So yea, today I went to the dentist to fix a tooth (idk the word for that hole in a tooth, so please someone, tell me )
so the dentist check radiography
she's like, well, it doesn't looks so bad
so she tests it with cold air, was hurting as fuck
so she first numb it
after few minutes, she retests it, still hurting as fuck
so she renumbed me... look.... it tooks 4 needles and it was still hurting as fuck
So, she started digng in that "hole" (please tell me xd)
and placed temporary sealing
She then tells me she wasn't numbing at the right place for that tooth xD
and now, she and all her staff, go for vacation... for 3 weeks xD
so... yea... sad...
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From La belle province
@VinsCool want some?
Edit : Sorry for the delay
Gbatemp decided to give me gateway error right before i could edit this post
Since the picture got deleted after being moved from eof
Apparently, her husband almost has an accident, so he braked rough
And the cellphone i though stolen got out of under the seat
I already declared it as stolen because when my cousin in law called it, he was immediatly redirected to my voicemail
Which means it was off, and i never turn off my cellphone
The battery was nearly full last time i checked, making me believe even more it was stolen
For those who didnt hear the circumstance, i invite you to read my previous blog
My cousin should bring it back this week end
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So yea, tonight, at 1h14, it's been 5 years that the tragedy of Lac-Mégantic happened
For those who never heard of it, let me explain
During the night, a train without driver derailed in the middle of the town
That train was carrying 72 tank full of oil and many of them exploded
Casualties : 52 deaths
Medias says 47 deaths, but that's because 5 of those people's remain were never found
The main theory is that the fire was so intense, it burned their whole body, even their bones
People of Lac-Megantic want another railroad going outside of the city, but provincial and federal government declined
As of right now, no one was found guilty of that tragedy
There was 3 employees who were accused, but not found guilty
And honestly, I think it's better that way
Those employees did what they were trained for
The real guilty is the CEO of MMA (MMA being the train company involved), but...
He will probably never be accused...
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