Echos in the chamber of life
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Alright, I think I have gone to far. I have never gone so low in my life but I made this atrocity seen below. https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/110290637/#player It has working text box sounds, text, and background music...it hurts so much knowing I wasted a few hours of my life on this...
I'm not trying to rant about linux or anything but it feels like a large pain to work with. I can't seem to get usb persistence so my settings and shit save. I also can't seem to get installation of programs to always work, which is made worse by how I can't even have them stay when they do install. Why does this have to be so frustrating... why do the good things in life have to treat me like this
For a while now I've had the thought that I might possibly have depression. I'm somewhat becoming more sure that I do and I was wondering if I could ask something to those here who have either had, are currently going through, or know someone who does or had depression themselves. How do/are you handling it? I would prefer not to go to a psychiatrist or take medication for this so those are out of the picture...
I've been looking around, and I see some people set there title to GBATemp's (insert whatever they are here). I've been thinking, since I never see anyone else around here with a pic of Midna as there profile pic, maybe I can snag being GBATemp's twili imp or GBATemp's Midna. Waddya folks think?
Another question that persists through my thoughts. How is it that I know no one but everyone knows me.
I go about my life in school quitely. I'm not roudy. I don't do anything outstanding. I'm reserved and don't attempt to stand out yet....it seems everyone seems to know my name. Everyone trys to talk to me even if I turn them down on being friendly with them. I seem to be of regular conversation with those near me. There are many others like me in behavior. So why does everyone seem to gravitate towards me...how am I different?
A blessing and curse I seem to be stuck with all in one.
Whenever I'm not occupied with something else...or my mind takes over and I can't concentrate on what I wish to do, I think, and I just start thinking way to deep into everything. I come up with amazing ideas of how to handle many things in life but... unfortunately my mind doesn't seem to trail down that golden rosey red route as much as I wish it would. Unfortunately my thoughts also have a tendency to drift down a chain of memories leading down into thinking, thinking, and way over thinking all the mistakes I make in life. I know it's good to remember your mistakes so you never make them again but when you remember them all and it hits you like a freight train the ripple effect of everything you've done in your life, it hurts.
Scrapes the vary bottom of the barrel of blog post ideas
What seems to somehow be a troubling matter of a the day somehow is on the matter of pasta. I was at a friends house till around when the have dinner. And so it was angel hair pasta that they prepared, throughout the whole time we argued over whether to consider angel hair pasta thin spaghetti or it's own kind of pasta. I'm interested on your views of the matter. Which do you deem it. It's spaghetti I tell ya.
For some reason I seem to always be in a sad mood, and even when I try to do stuff I normally enjoy I can't get into it and have fun with how draged down I am. I'm starting to get scared as people are starting to mention it and ask. What am I becoming...
Wow, ya know, I can't believe all this time has gone by already. The days seem to go by in a flash but the years seem to have lasted decades. I've only made it through 18 years with at least 42 more to go. Though maybe I'm the only one putting to much thought into the time of my life, move along if ya wish I guess. I'll just be hear in dazed dreamy though o.0 And before you go thinking I'm on some drug trip, no, I'm not touchin that shit, just my own thoughts here...
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Huh, as of a today I've been on gbatemp for a whole year, neat.
I set this to post at the stroke of the start of the day I joined a year later, well, I set this up yesterday but, this'll be at midnight for me so don't expect quick responses if ya do wana mention something to me. Though not much to say, just been pokin along for a year on some game hacking forum site, though I never use forum sites...
This is a thought that came to me just now as somebody just flaged me down in some random discord server wondering if it was me. What is so interesting about me? I'm just some dude out there on the interwebs....
For the most part my dreams tend to just be pretty....trippy I guess you could say of just realy bazaar versions of places I've been before or just completely random places and it tends to just be something I want to happen. Totally not obsessive to have a dream about finally finding one in stock and having a switch XD. Though on the scary side of things I did wake up from a nightmare of being trapped under some surface like ice and couldn't breath and woke up thrashing and gasping for air. Just a little terrifying o.o
I feel like I'm overdoing it a bit sometimes because I can go to the new content section and see my name as the last message for at least 3 to 4 threads at a time when I'm online. I'm not sure if I'm contributing well enough for so many posts as it might be fairly useless what I'm posting. I'm looking for an opinion that isn't mine because I try to figure out what people are thinking of me but I tend to be wrong...
If my calculations are correcting, by the time I arrive here in the future after posting this it should be October 16th of the year 2017 at 9:04 AM
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