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Posted by silent sniper - 14-01-10 05:35 - 5 comments - Read - Edit
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 | the mental trap that is HIGH SCHOOL...
| fuck you high school, fuck you adolescence, and fuck you teen hormones.
where shall i start? im 15; im a diehard metalhead; play in a metal band; i like to spend free time playing bass and furthering my mentality (through meditation, reading, and for-fun political analysis/satire [family guy + south park ftw] mostly); used to spend it with a few friends, smoking pot, spinning a Led Zeppelin record and having a fun, relaxing time (but we all ended up quitting, and are staying quit till high school is done for various reasons). and since the day i first stepped into high school i realized the stereotypes of gossip, dating, and sheer shallowness were mostly pretty damn real. im in grade 10 now, and in grade 8+9, i had few friends, not much of a social life, i was pretty content with my life. i started smoking pot the summer after grade 8, and quit only several months ago, it was a ton of fun while it lasted.
i formed my band with my best friend that same summer, and we were pretty much struggling up until about the beginning of school, when we finally had a good line-up, some good written material, and a few shows under our belts. i also played football (after a year absence because the year before i got injured badly at the spring camp and quit) at my school this year, people seemed to know this and about my band, and suddenly i have a ton more people wanting to be my friend, and i just kinda accepted it, without questioning what was happening. i had unknowingly become part of the system which i dreaded so much, and my mind became comfortable with it. time goes on, i apparently seem to have a social life, and something happens...i appear to fall for one of my longest known female friends. i've known her since kindergarten, we've been pretty close since then. she's incredibly attractive, funny, smart, artistic, spontaneous, and i shan't lie...a bit crazy in a very hot way. so, new years rolls by, one of my buddies has a party, we were both there, i got a lot more drunk than i was hoping, and she wasnt too drunk at all, and apparently i said a lot of shit about me wanting her really badly (but imagine it being said drunkenly, in a way that probably sounds depressed and desperate - and of course, by this point, shes aware) and also i apparently annoyed the shit out of her. so, i dont actually remember any of this, and winter break ends, school starts again, first two days i see her and talk to her normally like nothing happened (cuz at this point i still had no clue what happened). then one of my friends and another of her friends tells me about the ass i made of myself. when i got a moment alone with her, i apologized as sincerely as possible, and its been very awkward between us since then...i see her in the hallways, and say hi as i normally would, she says hi back...but now, never gives me that sort of happy, glad-to-see-you sort of smile she always used to when we talked. i'm pretty sure she's also about to have a little something going with some other kid in my grade (i wont lie...he's a lot more status quo and less weird than i, and could quite possibly would serve her better than i could...). i feel terrible, at this point i've pretty much totally backed the fuck off at attempting anything...i just dont wanna lose a good friend now 
needless to say, i've pretty much cut myself off of that faux 'social life' i gained myself, gone back to walking around by myself at lunchtime and such, merely pondering about anything and everything.
tl;dr version: i somehow achieve a social life, then i went and got drunk and fucked up not only my chances at a heightened relationship, but a great friendship as well.
theres my not-so-sad and probably even quite shallow story.
fuck you, high school. |
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Posted by silent sniper - 07-01-10 03:15 - 3 comments - Read - Edit
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| | listen to my band!!!
| hey all....my band Tyrannicide has finished recording our 5 song demo, and we have 3 uploaded onto our myspace
http://www.myspace.com/tyrannicidemetal
I play bass (and wrote Break Your Face  ), our genre could be described as death/thrash/groove metal. Tell me what you all think! |
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Posted by silent sniper - 25-12-09 07:17 - 3 comments - Read - Edit
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| | finally got an avatar
| after months of not having one, I decided to have good ol' Randy Marsh as the new resident under my username 
pointless blog, i know. but i just had to  |
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Posted by silent sniper - 14-11-09 07:37 - 10 comments - Read - Edit
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| | oh, **** me.
| twisted turn of events:
it was the day before remembrance day, and i was at school in the remembrance day assembly. apparently, during the assembly, my friend tylers nose starts bleeding (happens to him frequently), we were sitting a few rows apart, and after the assembly was over, we all stood up, i saw him with some blood on his hand (at this point, didnt know his nose was bleeding), and jokingly half-shouted "haha tyler, whyd you cut yourself?!?!".
long story short, the school counsellor heard me say that and then saw the blood on his hand, and now she thinks tyler has a problem. apparently they called his parents, his mom just went to talk to the counsellor, AND SOMEHOW, NOW HES FUCKING GETTING $300 CUZ THEY THINK HE HAS A PROBLEM. AND JUST TO BE AN ASSHOLE, TYLER AND MY DRUMMER ARE TAKING THAT $300 AND BUYING A SHITLOAD OF BOOZE AND BRAGGING ABOUT IT AND TAUNTING ME AND NOT LETTING ME HAVE ANY.
tl;dr version: i accidentally got my friend $300 which hes spending on booze and he's not letting me have any. what a douche. |
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Posted by silent sniper - 30-07-09 07:35 - 12 comments - Read - Edit
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| | I love my life.
| I just got my M3i Zero in early this morning, and I spent all day setting it up with Sakura. I bought a Class 2, 8GB Sandisk microSD (which, believe it or not, is running full speed). I now have about 45 DS games, 30 GBA games, and lots of that obvious thing which I won't name with over 3GB to spare
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