There are 4071 online users browsing:
595 members and 3476 visitors
There is 1 user reading this blog:
0 members and 1 visitor
7 staff members are online:
Toni Plutonij,
Hadriano,
MR_COW,
dice,
Rayder,
Spikey,
mthrnite
There are no buddies in your list.
52 members have their birthday today:
ACasculpapse (50), Arbinorbsmomi (26), Azoth2090 (19), coorryevere (30), Danny Tanner (20), eggflip (102), EloldSlinny (43), Evangelosowen (44), fowipurroubre (40), FoxboyJT (21), Frenchy (36), Frignbottanna (22), GertErroftcon (25), hanasob (36), hoiphedlibe (42), horyDragmakag (37), ilovegamesc (40), ImmillFig (44), InfambCam (38), Jemdateunmata (35), KingXXXxxx (34), LolitaMaxBad (37), loocaisorrete (29), Machinx2 (18), madpxl (25), Maeskoos (38), Magus87 (23), mainusapply (50), makpikopiko (41), mastalee (29), Mayorbfar (37), mermehma (2010), Rakeverorkkew (33), Rayder (42), Retbeawl (41), reureseanip (29), rolexsubmarine (34), saxamo (21), Shiethype (31), Skippy The Jedi (25), sledopitak (34), sloreality (38), sslimminng (24), SteveMacker (34), Syntheticfish (22), Tarasnosov (42), terurgoms (35), twejessemom (46), Viospicercili (45), virtulymen (23), wiimii (23), YOCJ (24)
|
|
|
Posted by Rock Raiyu - 19-02-10 22:14 - 7 comments - Read - Edit
|
 | Am I in a Nightmare?
| "Don't Be Scared"...these words were the last words my friend and classmate Rajaan Bennett would post on his facebook. Yesterday morning, he was shot and killed in his own home at 2:30AM. I can't believe it happened to him, of all people. I don't want anyone else to die or take his place but...why him of all people...he was what I wanted to be. What people should be. He was a role model, a hero, he was motivation, inspiration, he was a leader. I can't believe this is happening. I feel like I'm in a fucking endless nightmare I won't wake up from...
He was one of the coolest guys I'd ever meet...I remember last year back in my Junior year, we had the same Algebra class...boy was this guy a riot. He was really smart, an A/B student, he was popular with just about all of our classmates in our year and many upper/lower classman. It's hard to see someone like that just...go...and disappear. He had everything a person could want, he had a full-ride college scholarship to Vanderbilt. VANDERBILT, a really great college in the states. He, again, was an inspiration. He was kind, he was loved and he was taken from us over a fucking domestic dispute. He was killed over something that had nothing to do with him. This is what makes me the most angry, and the most upset. I just don't understand anymore. I'm having a hard time just like everyone else coping with this tragedy. Yesterday, the whole school wad literally dead. We had no classes, we didn't do anything, we were zombies. We had many rain drops that hit those pillows...mine included...yesterday I got home, I broke down and cried in my moms arms.
I know I gotta move on, I can't mourn, cry, grieve about this forever but its difficult. When you see someone everyday, if not every other day, for 4 years maybe even longer you have a bond, a family bond. We may not be blood brothers but he is sort of my brother in a way. We as a senior class are a family...and when a family member dies...theres no feeling that can describe how you feel...hopefully I can get back to normal soon...I'm tired of the crying but I feel I'm going to feel this way for a while. |
|
|
Posted by Rock Raiyu - 13-02-10 06:26 - 14 comments - Read - Edit
|
| | I don't know what to do...
Girl Problems
| I'm just kind of confused right now about this girl I think I may like but I'm not sure. I say the term "think" because I'm having mixed feelings about her. She seems like my ideal girl, she has morals, she knows what she wants to do with her life, doesn't act or talk like a damn slut not to mention she is very gorgeous. But the thing is she is one of those "high maintenance" sort of girls...she always dresses nice (and I mean always) and she is very mature. But 2 of my friends don't see her that way.
One of my friends (my best friend) once said she was two faced a fake and that's one of my peeves, I don't like fakers. I don't know the details of what happened but they were in the heat of some argument. I'm not sure if maybe if it was true or maybe he's just saying it because he was angry maybe.
My other friend told me that she isn't the right girl from me because like I said in the first paragraph, she is high maintenance. And I told him the many reasons I like her and he told me that I was going about it all wrong...that she makes it seems she's more mature and grown to garner attention to herself which makes me believe that again she is fake and I don't like that in a girl.
They both bring up valid points about her but I don't know what to think or how to go about it...I'm having mixed feelings about her now and I want to let her go but it is proving really difficult for me to just not think about her. |
|
 |
 |
|
Read 295 times - last 14 by comment |
|
|
Posted by Rock Raiyu - 30-01-10 00:33 - 6 comments - Read - Edit
|
| | I got my license
| I finally got my driver's license, in less then a year. I feel so free now!
But now my mom has me doing her errands for her....that' is not going to be fun lol |
|
|
Posted by Rock Raiyu - 06-01-10 09:19 - 9 comments - Read - Edit
|
| | Money is Always an Issue...
| Being a senior this year, in 5 months I'm about to graduate from High School and make that leap into the real world. College, jobs, cars, etc all that is a big factor in that and it's becoming a difficult time for me.
Some of you know, I got accepted into SCAD last month and I'm really happy. Sad thing is, I may not be able to even go anymore. This college is very expensive. (About $29,000 for just one year plus room, board, books, and a meal plan.) Even though I really want to go to this college, I may have to go to a different one. And it is not helping that my mom still hasn't done the FASFA so we can hopefully get some money. But the fact is, I really really want to go to this college. It's a really nice school and is sort of my dream college. It has everything I ever wanted and has very intelligent people unlike my fellow students that attend my high school. I'm currently trying to get some scholarships and I feel I won't be able to attend this college.
Trying to find a job is also difficult thanks to the way the economy is right now. I have tried countless jobs such as Zaxby's, KMart, Gamestop, Blockbuster, even McDonalds but I still can't get one. I'm possibly getting my license on Friday and so I will need gas money and using the money for other necessities when I go to college.
Well thanks for having the time to read my blog. I appreciate that you had the time to read what I had to say. |
|
|
Posted by Rock Raiyu - 29-12-09 23:05 - 8 comments - Read - Edit
|
| | Today has been a great day
| 
Got alot of games today at Gamestop and BestBuy and still have money left over. So what shall I play first guys?  |
|
|
|
Show your support by buying from our partner sites!
|
Blog Navigation
